Lost somewhere in the cold ..-* |
Dikt från 3 nov i år
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Im so cold
freezing
and even though Im inside
and sit by the sparkling fire
I just grow colder
for every second that runs
away from me
Im left out to the whispering shadows
that hides in the dark
and Im unable to absorb the warmth
that smiles right in front of me
(Once, I tried to reach for the glow in the
lightening flames
but it all ended up in a rain of crystal tears
falling from my closed eyes)
But my loungs can still
keep me breathing
And my broken heart is still beating
so Im alive, right?
I know I dont look you in the the eyes
as often as I used to
but love,
its just my eyes
they are too filled with tears
to see anything else but blurred faces and chaos
And I know I dont talk to you
as often as I used to
But its just my voice, darling
its too wornout and no longer strong enough
to keep talking in a happy tone and laugh at silly jokes
I think I died
on the inside
somewhere in my
endless insomnia,
too afraid to
fall asleep and
get lost in the
nightmares
I will keep on walking
these useless steps
til the day I collapse
and fall into pieces
And hour after hour
I will hear your name
beat behind my ribbs
.
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| Kommentarer | | ira - 12 maj 11 - 15:31 | | den bästa dikten jag läst | | idantica - 22 dec 09 - 20:31 | | åh...gudars skymning vad du är bra vännen<3 du berör så otroligt mycket och du har helt underbara ordval. Du är så bra! | | LikeBefore - 21 dec 09 - 22:26 | | gosh du är bra <3 |
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