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The light from the lamps reflects in the wet asphalt. You are walking along the road and every now and then a car speeds by and splash water over your legs. You have the hood on your jacket up and your headphones plugged in your ears. The music is pouring through your head and mix with your thoughts. Your shoes are splashing trough a pool of water. Suddenly you stop. You look into the forest on your left. It seems like you’ve seen something or someone in there, behind the trees. It can’t be me because I’ve make sure that I can’t be seen. You turn forward and start to walk again. You have your hands in your pockets and your head is turned down beneath your hood. You are looking at your feet and the road, so shiny in the orange light. Suddenly a drip of rain lands on you and then a million more as it starts to rain. Both you and I start to walk faster. Both of us want to get home to the warm house and a pair of dry trousers. Your shoelace has untied it self and you stops to tie it. When you start to walk again you’re walking slower than before, you have given up the hope to come home in almost dry clothes. Your phone vibrates and you take it out of your pocket. I cant read the message from where I’m hiding but I guess that your mother sent it and are worried about were you are. You have finished texting and have put your phone in your pocket again. Another car drives by. Your feet splash trough another pool of water. The rain is pouring down from the dark blue sky and no stars are visible because of the rain clouds. I can hear the sound from your music. The volume is too loud. You are getting closer to the house that you live in with your family and soon it will be too late. I step out into the light and stand in front of you. You stop immediately and look into my face, not recognizing me. The rain is falling down in your eyes and you squint in the sharp light from the light pole we are standing underneath. I can hear your heart beat faster. You are afraid of me. I look into your beautiful blue eyes that I have missed so much. Nobody has ever been afraid of me. I take a step closer. You don’t move. You are just standing there like frozen, with the music still pouring trough your head. You have to bend your head a bit backwards because I have grown. Your eyes are wide open and I can hear your heart beat even louder than before. I can hear your thoughts, see them in your eyes, and you fear what’s about to happen. My deep, green eyes show no emotions. So beautiful and hypnotizing for you that you can’t look away. My eyes rest in your eyes but then wander down to your deep, natural red lips. I take a step closer. You gasp and your breathing speeds up. I smile and you can see my snow-white teeth. You still can’t move an inch. I put my arms around you, so strong I am now. You are fragile and can break into a million pieces if I just push a little bit. I bend forward; my face is just a few inches from yours. You stare into my eyes. Your fear turns to calmness and I can feel your heart beat slowing down. I lean closer and our lips touch. You open your eyes, tries to fight the serenity that is almost overwhelming. You have recognized me and all of your senses fight against what’s happening. I had to do it. You knew that I wouldn’t be able to live my life without you. If you can call what I have a life. I know that it’s risky to do this in the light, where anyone who looks trough her window can see us. But I know that if they saw us, they would probably not understand what’s happening. Your breath has slowed down and died out, and your heartbeats have stopped. Your body is relaxed in my arms, but only for a second. You open your eyes, as hypnotizing and piercing as mine, but no breaths travels trough your lips. I slowly let go of you. You stretch your body like you have been asleep for a long time. I smile. You smile. Your bag is on the ground but neither of us cares. Hand in hand we walk into the forest. It lies there, asleep, and not a sound can be heard besides the sound of the rain drips when they hit the ground. Nobody could have heard what we hear. You are looking at everything like you have been blind until now. That is almost correct, but before this you could already see things no other human being could see. An owl sweeps by with a mouse in its mouth and I can feel both yours and mine hunger. But we have to walk just a little bit further. You don’t want to stop here. We walk for a while, the surrounding’s rushing past. You want to continue for ever, but first we need food. A deer comes out when I whistle. It looks at us whit surprise in its big, brown, innocent eyes. I can feel your thoughts and I answer them. It gets easier after a while. I attack the deer like a cat and it falls down on the ground. You come up to me and we eat our first meal together. When we are satisfied we take each others hands and continue walking. The sun is rising but it doesn’t become us a bit. We are walking trough a forest that is colored golden from the rays of the sun, so beautiful for everybody else, unimaginable for us. We cross a small stream and I wonder about the kiss underneath the lightning pole in the rain and I wonder about our future. I realize that nothing really matters, as long as we are together. And in this shape nothing, no age or disease, nothing, can separate us from each other.
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