You & I |
I dont even know how to descibe this to myself. I love you, so much.
But sometimes, it hurts to just talk with you.
I know you love me, but I often doubt if you really care about me.
Have you forgot that I have feelings ?
Cause many of the things you do to me, really hurt.
I cant go on living like this. Our love is so strong, but it feels like we are strangers.
I guess i destroyed it long ago, even dough you told me you could handle it.
Everything has change, even your soft hand in mine feels different.
All small things that kept us togehter, feel far away, even you do.
Sometimes you just dissapear, you become someone else.
I wonder what you thinking when you lies in you bed to three o'clock
at night and stare up in your roof. I wish I had a time machine, so I
could go back and erase all things i regret. I dont understand, how
everything can turn from being wonerfull to bad at seconds. I wish I
could cry out all the pain, but my tears ran out long ago. Everytime I
try to talk with you about it, you get quiet and shy. You want to live
with me forever you say, but how do we suppose to move on,
with all this pain on our shoulders ? How could I become happy again, when I
doesnt even know why I am sad ? Our love feels like a rose in the
autumn, one after the other, all the beautiful leafs fall of, and in the end
it dies.
Maybe you survive, but Im not. Im about to die, and it feel so wrong.
But what can I do, when I dont even know why Im dying ?
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