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Forever.
By Emma L. Johansson
Just like a stupid little dog, I’m waiting for you to come home.
It’s so sad, that I still haven’t realised that you won’t come back.
Every time I walk by the park I look for you warm smile.
But it’s kind of stupid, because I know that you will never smile again.
Everytime my phone rings, I want it to be you but I know it isn’t.
Everytime I walk by the graveyard I feel like lay down and cry
Because I know that you won’t come back!
I don’t want to talk about; I don’t want to think about it
Because that only brings me closer to the truth
Your dead, I know, but I won’t believe it
I still want to think that in minute you will stand right by my side like you use to
We will sit in the park and just look into each others eyes
We WILL love each other
I know we will…
You said that NOTHING will bring us apart
Now I’m standing here and looking into the graveyard.
Looking at your grave
Can’t watch
Can’t think
You’re not dead!
You were my light in life; you were my only love and my only desire!
You were strong, and I’m not, so why was I left behind?
I’M the one that should be lying in the graveyard
I’m the one that should wait for you in a better place
Not you
Not my sweet sunshine
Not you…
If there is a another place after this
I’ll se you there
But will you still love me then?
You have to!
My legs are shaking as I finally stand by your grave
You’re not coming back…
Who is going to hold me when it’s cold?
Who am I going to grow old with?
Who will love me if you are dead?
I lay down by your gravestone and touch slowly the letter of your name
Just like I used to touch you
I kiss your name and give you a promise.
“I won’t let you go. EVER. I will always love you and we’ll meet soon”.
Soon my heart will stop beating.
And I’ll be with my love.
Forever.
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